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Blog by Samantha Dealing with depression can often feel like a death sentence. Your mind and body are the only places you have to live with. When you're attacking yourself and there is nowhere to run, it can be difficult to find any sort of relief. It's not...
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Blog by Samantha Alrighty! I want to finally open up and talk about the absolute most asked question I get as an artist. I never thought that out of every single thing I do as an artist, this would be the burning question on many people's minds.
"Why do...
I've dealt with extreme fatigue the majority of my life. Being chronically weary is one of the most frustrating things to experience. There would be days where I'd go to bed super early thinking I just didn't get enough sleep. When that didn't work, I'd...
Creating Beulah Land was extremely cathartic for me. I'm a fairly active person when it comes to healing and coping with difficult situations. I don't like to hold onto negative feelings for too long and I don't allow them to consume me. If you've kept up...
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Blog by Samantha Saturday, February 9th 2019, the funeral. I walked into the chapel around 11am where the viewing was taking place. I saw her from a distance and couldn't approach the casket. I didn't want to see her like this. Even though I saw her after she...
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Blog by Samantha 2019 has been such an emotional roller coaster already. As you all know now, my grandmother passed recently. On top of all of that, a good amount of my friends have already experienced losses this year as well. I've been in a really rough emotional...
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Blog by Samantha February 7th at 6:30 am, my mother's phone goes off. It's my dad. He stayed at the hospital that night, which is very unlike him. He told us that she passed. My mamaw left raising hell. We all knew she was scared and tired but...
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Blog by Samantha There are things you know will happen but you try your best to not think about those things and just avoid them. My grandmother has been in and out of the hospital for years with congestive heart failure. Congestive heart failure is a weakness of the...
Oh man, I could talk all day about the duality of anxiety and what it does to and for me. I think the main key point is to note that anxiety does not have to win. It does not have to consume you and destroy...
When I first started to share my life online, I think I was about 13 years old. I found solace in poetry, writing lyrics, writing stories, drawing, piano, and photography. All of these were full of my thoughts, heart, and soul. At first it was...