February 7th at 6:30 am, my mother's phone goes off. It's my dad. He stayed at the hospital that night, which is very unlike him. He told us that she passed. My mamaw left raising hell. We all knew she was scared and tired but...
There are things you know will happen but you try your best to not think about those things and just avoid them. My grandmother has been in and out of the hospital for years with congestive heart failure. Congestive heart failure is a weakness of the...
Oh man, I could talk all day about the duality of anxiety and what it does to and for me. I think the main key point is to note that anxiety does not have to win. It does not have to consume you and destroy...
When I first started to share my life online, I think I was about 13 years old. I found solace in poetry, writing lyrics, writing stories, drawing, piano, and photography. All of these were full of my thoughts, heart, and soul. At first it was...
Hands. They're these silly little things at the end of our arms that are responsible for so many things. These hands of ours can bring forth beauty as equally as bring destruction. They're used for many talented journeys like drawing and painting, playing instruments, plaiting...
Within my journey of depression, the number one thing that leads me into self-destruction is feeling dead inside. That feeling of being lost and completely empty. Not truly understanding why I feel like I'm going in no direction. It is like I am here but...
Something I have dealt with my entire life has been feeling like I'm not heard. I have a constant overwhelming feeling of what I says does not actually matter. This thinking isn't just me being paranoid, but it's coming from observing people and how they...
"A single lie discovered is enough to create doubt in every truth expressed." I have been struggling a lot lately with finding certain people to be truly genuine. It eats away at me and I know it's not healthy to hold onto people who make me...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ihHtkLnJx4 The last 3 years have flown by so quickly and I feel like I haven't created nearly as much as I've liked to. I often feel like I'm falling behind, running out of ideas, or just not as creative as I once was...
First, the good. I want to talk about the awesome things that has been going on lately. More specifically, all the fun I had last week. This is my blog post for last week for my 52 week project, seeing how I was out of town...
